It was like region band except we had to play our excerpts for the region audition music… but I showed up having not looked at the music and then I told Nathan to play so that I could look like I was playing. Apparently I didn’t know that’s what the concert was until we were about to go onstage. And then there was a random guy that I guess I have a crush on in so called dreamland and so I told him about not even looking at my music yet
Based on the details you provided, this dream may symbolize feelings of unpreparedness, insecurity, and the fear of being exposed. The region band audition and not having looked at the music could represent a situation in your waking life where you feel unprepared or lacking the necessary skills or knowledge. Your desire to appear as if you were playing by having someone else perform for you suggests a fear of being seen as incompetent or not living up to expectations.
The presence of the random guy you have a crush on may symbolize the desire for validation or approval from someone you admire. Sharing your lack of preparation with him could represent a need for honesty and vulnerability in relationships, as well as a fear of potential rejection. Overall, this dream may highlight your worries about not being fully ready or capable in certain aspects of your life and a longing for acceptance and support from others.